Posted by Annabell on 2014/10/28 under Uncategorized No ne would care if my body became lifeless
im useless my body has not a tint-full heart nor the slightest bit of a soul. I am looked at as the Jews where looked at by Germans I am garbage and no one wants trash so where do I go?, well I don’t know so help me ?
no don’t kill me ill do it bc everyone says kill yourself so here I am with the chance I cry and throw my self to the floor blood doesn’t gush it drizzles so I cover it …no one will know .. my attempt has failed there will be another day yet another chance to die as I am….
Maybe ill shoot me out like the death march or burn like in the furnaces …
please don’t go
don’t let me fall I cant help my self …
my arm aches I feel like lopsided cakes of death as he is coming for e I must run.. I have confessions my lord..
please forgive me. they say they want m dead but you haven’t letith me leave this cruel world.. for what is my purpose ? I’ve been tested have I failed you too ? I am sorry lord I hope my life is soulfull I wsh too e like a legend someone who those look up too and yet here I am so close to death yet so far have I really exscaped it this time ? I feel as I haven’t yet tho